A dream

Last night in a dream, 

I thought I saw my mother

I tried to visualise her,

sitting on her chair

book in hand, 

the one

she was reading 

most of which 

I never understand.

I like fiction,

she liked reality. 

So the books she gave me 

were left unread,

like the books I gave her..

Though I scoured 

the bookshelves.

Today I understand

I never did understand

Her. Nor did she me,

I like to believe.

That in her own way,

She loved me.

Did she?  

(Maybe.)

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  1. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

    Love how you explored the complex relationship between a mother and her daughter, and the intellectual and emotional divide between them. I could sense longing for a connection, as well as restraint.

    And regret.

    Beautifully written.

    Visited my blog after five long years almost. Got here through my blogroll/’blogs I follow’ link. Congratulations for the fact that you still find the time and motivation to write.

    Keep writing! Cheers!

    – CRD (scriptedinsanity.blogspot.com)

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    1. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

      Thank you, forgot about this one myself. Sometimes we write down our thoughts never to think of them again till someone holds up a mirror.
      Here. This too is you!
      I.

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  2. Unknown's avatar Anonymous says:

    Love how you explored the complex relationship between a mother and her daughter, and the intellectual and emotional divide between them. I could sense longing for a connection, as well as restraint.

    And regret.

    Beautifully written.

    Visited my blog after five long years almost. Got here through my blogroll/’blogs I follow’ link. Congratulations for the fact that you still find the time and motivation to write.

    Keep writing! Cheers!

    – CRD

    Like

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